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????... Details please!!!...

Yesterday I got drunk and called up this girl. I don't know exactly what happened, but the conversation only lasted about five minutes. I'm guessing soemthing bad happened then, but I really don't remember. I'll have to wait until I see her today to see what went down.





...oh, did you mean the most embarassing event in the past two days, or in my life? In my life? Fuck, I'll have to think about that for a while.

yeah... that was pretty lame lol, I mean I do fucking stupid, annoying, terrible, embarrassing, soul-destroying things when i'm drunk every single week and it doesn't come anywhere close to the most embarrassing moment in my life!!!! (which was so awful, so cringeworthy, so appallingly terrble i've barely ever told another soul because I was totally fucking stupid to do it in the first place!!!... so bad I had to actually deny responsibility and pretend it never actually happened and even now still to this day I try to block it out and rarely ever think about it it was so bad - at the time I literally had to pretend it wasn't happening it was such a bad experience!!!!... 12 years ago....)... god I was so fucking dumb!!!... Anyway, of course i'm not actually going to tell you what it was, just know that for me it was the most mortifying experience of my life and I only had myself to blame!!!... god even remembering parts of it now makes me cringe!!!... even though I was only 20 at the time I reckon it will be the most embarrassing moment of my life of all time!!!... fuck!!! please stop me thinking about it now!!!!

Will you PM it to me? Then you can lay it to rest.

Do I really trust you???!!!... I've stopped thinking about it don't worry, but I bet you still want to know right???!!!!...

I still want to know. And yes, you can trust me. It's not like I'll be blabbing to sunshine anytime soon. : /