Suede Online

I mean, I have brief bouts of ecstasy, like most people do, I guess. But they don't equate to true happiness.

I'm not at all... i'm sad, lonely, bitter, jealous, angry, self loathing, shy, frustrated... but hey-hoo lol - I can be happy about stuff but of course happiness is only a transient thing...

Are you sure I'm not schitzophrenic and you're not me under another alias?



I'm not sure if that's exactly how schitzophrenia works, but I think you get my drift. I think.

Are you trying to tell me i'm actually part of you and I never even knew???!!! jeeze, you're freaking me out now! - remember my paranoia!!!!!...

mark wrote:Are you trying to tell me i'm actually part of you and I never even knew???!!! jeeze, you're freaking me out now! - remember my paranoia!!!!!...

Yes I am.


And it's my paranoia that's going haywire!

(I think I misused the word "haywire" in that last post. Oh well. Life goes on.)

So which part of you am I again, i've forgotten!!!..

You're the side of me that's pure narcissistic and is in love with myself. That's why I had to make you gay.


And because I can never make love to myself, I had to put you on the other side of the world.

ooooh I love that I love myself, me I mean you, I mean you are me!!!! wow it's confusing being part of you but unsure what part I am - thanks for clearing it up but i'm still confused as to how i'm sitting in my house in england when the rest of me is in pennsylvannia or has part of 'our' brain hijacked this english goon and taken over his being???... hmmm I wonder what this 'mark' is REALLY like???!!!...

As far as SoGone is concerned, there is no real guy in England...it's just a figment of his imagination/personality.


That could explain why they have the same name.

hmmmm.... interesting... so either I am an extension of you or I am part of your imagination like an imaginary friend???!!!... so I am you writing this but in a different form, I am like role playing but without even realising it???!!!!... wow, it's kinda weird being out of my head!!!!...

Yeah, pretty much. Fascinating, isn't it?



Now I wonder if car wash *unt is a figment of my imagination...

no, car wash *unt is in fact an extension of sunshine!!!! Imagine THAT!!!...

Stop trying to be such a cockblock.

You'd love a bit of sunshine really!!!...