Suede Online

Tell me now: how should I feel?

like a small dwarf in giantland

...sort of like midget porn?

You should feel happy and greatful for being alive, for all the good things that have come into your life and the things you enjoy - and celebrate even the things u have loved and lost and be greatful at least for those good times of the past - the future doesn't HAVE to be bleak Andy.... Sometimes it's hard I know because almost daily my levels of happiness and contentment fluctuate - sometimes dramatically - which clearly means I am not fully happy with my life but at least there are things, good things - and in the end we have time to be happy and to do the things and make the changes we need to - and more and more I think if we fail we fail - it is not the end of the world - the worst thing that can ever happen is death and if that is the worst thing - why worry???!!!...

Celebrate what's lost??????????

...and although they give me joy, I feel even MORE pathetic when I realize that my pleasures come from stupid things like booze, "My Fair Lady," and New Order.

I know I shouldn't worry, but I do. 8 therapists have failed to correct this problem.

I think you need me to take care of you Andy! - and before you say it, no, I am not talking in a sexual way!!!...

...are you saying that you'll take me in if, after graduation and failing to land a decent job, I somehow scrape together the cash and visa to emigrate to London?

fucking hell no

...did mark authorize you to speak for him?

yeap

lol!!!... Yeah we could share a flat together or something... if u want!!!...

Sweet. I hope your offer's still on the table in a few months.

we'll go flat hunting together... you'd like my town i'm sure... plenty of pubs for a start!!!...

Pubs are a waste of money; it's cheaper to buy booze at the store and then drink it at home. Plus, less annoying tossers at home.