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yeah he's actually been sending me love messages every day since i was feeling a bit shit because of ... well something else in romance stakes but... it was weird that he contacted me out of the blue to ask how i was just the day i was feeling my worst!!! fate??!!!

mark wrote: it was weird that he contacted me out of the blue to ask how i was just the day i was feeling my worst!!! fate??!!!

Maybe he was mocking you.

erm NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! he's been damn sweet and beautiful and sent me many loving words - he even sent me some lovely pics telling me how much he loves me at new year - and no, not 'dirty' pix before you say anything!!! right, i'm stopping talking about this, because now YOU'RE the one who is mocking me!!!!...

mark wrote: i'm stopping talking about this, because now YOU'RE the one who is mocking me!!!!...

I'm just trying to save you from a rude awakening. The truth is that no one ever loves anyone else.




Or maybe it's just that no one loves me.

nah there IS someone who loves me - otherwise it's weird that he lives on the other side of the world, we have had some terrible, awful arguements, we haven't talked regularly in months, but 1 year on, recently he contacted me out of the blue to find out how I was and since then has been... full of love for me again!!! ... weird!!! and u know who loves ya baby!!!