I was 12 when I heard Drowners and really liked it, it struck a chord with me. I was a bit of a loner at school, everyone else was wearing slamming vinyl puffa jackest and I had dyed orange and purple hair and was called a lesbian all the time. I first started to get obsessed when Animal Nitrate came out and commenced with sitting in front of the telly with a blank tape in the machine ready to record everything. I wasn't allowed to go to any gigs from the 'suede' album era as was too young, but when DMS came out I stopped eating lunch at school to save the money for tickets and transport to gigs. Getting grounded after each one! The DMS era was one of the happiest times of my life. I made loads of friends and pen pals via SIS, swapped bootlegs and live recordings. I used to use the band as my diary, I would rite to a different member each week, i felt I had no one else. Just having them there as an outlet helped me though some really horrible periods.
We were on a boating holiday when Trash came out and I was getting really upset about missing the TOTP performamnce and caused such a fuss that we had to go home a day early so I could watch it live even though the machine was set to record it
I was at the fan club gig where Neil was introduced (got my back puked on..nice) I thought he was a girl and was insanely jealous.I remember the difference in the fans on the CU tour, way less flopping fringes and more check shirts and yobs. I loved CU but the for me, the b-sides had really reduced in quality although there was still the occasional gem. I was at the Braintree gig where Justine came on stage which was ace as was a big Elastica fan too.
I went to the fanclub gig at the Astoria for HM. The music didn't click with me, I left feeling really upset. There are some amazing tracks on that record, but also some , dare i say it...utter rubbish. I felt embarrassed for them when I first heard 'She's in fashion'.
I am indifferent to ANM, i don't feel angry about any of the song like i did with HM, but it is a bit weak and Brett's voice sounds knackered.